The One & Only

 

The reason she feels lost 

Every time he leave ..

He is the only one 

Who can bring peace to her mind

He is the only one 

Who can add relief to her confused soul ;

They were meant to be together;

And together they are ..

Like No one else 

As if they met in another life 

Their souls recognize each other 

True and pure unconditionally..

To the moon 🌜and never back 💕

 

Not Living ..

 i wanted so bad to write about living the dream

but the sad truth is ..

through all these years 

only nightmares coming true , 

almost all my nightmares coming back to life 

happening with every piece of detail

all the cold lonely nights

and all the darkness with fear

that i never wanted to tell anyone about 

and i didn't want to remember those feelings

running away and running toward the unknown

never reaching the end ..

 life is unfair 

but we have to go on and on ..

 

 

 

 

Follow your heart ..

imagine that you can dream any dream you want; and live that dream to the fullest, a dream where you can be anywhere you want with anyone you choose to be with .. then screw the box that life keep offering you to fit in ..

You will not fit in that box if you kept trying to draw your own path, if you followed your heart you will see things clearer ..

Battles and building castles on your own, we keep running in circles    

 How come you forget all about her!! the times she needed you the most, when she needed to talk and tell you about her thoughts and her monstrous fears ..

 Other times you make her feel like reaching the highest star above and holding the whole universe within her eyes ..

If only she could listen to your thoughts and unspoken words ..

things will change eventually 

If for once you followed your heart

 

|| Unsolvable Problems ||

“We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. 

Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: it's got to be the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”

I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.” 

Contradictions - unsolved

What are we ?
i don't understand our relationship;
sometimes we are friends, sometimes we are more than friends and sometimes i'm just a stranger to you. 

One minute you are talking to me as if i'm someone special and the next minute you are talking to me as if i mean nothing to you.

One day you pay so much attention to me, and then the next day you completely ignore me as if we never met before.

So just don't play with my feelings because you are unsure about yours.

Same questions torn between unsaid words and unspoken truth, same questions running in circles just can't find answers and then nothing stays the same.
 

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Loved once ..

I never thought i would Love ; so deep and so true, just to feel this amazing feeling over and over ..
Each and every day in my life .. priceless ..
Always with the same person.
Always different and Never the same.

Now i can forgive you for all those times you spent away and alone, for it was not your choice.
Now i can understand why you said such things.
And now i truly miss you; although you are right here beside me.
Holding my hand, and saying that everything will be better.

Only Because we are together..
Loving each other
Ever After

Story Of My Life

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Moments with you..

I never thought I would live those moments with you; even though you made me believe that dreams come true .. Only with you ..
Feelings that words alone can not describe, 
And perfectly described only by colors in your eyes.

Dreams come true ..
And so do wishes ..

Together alone ; I closed my eyes knowing it was a sweet dream and saw you, saw us together living a dream. I wonder how those years passed by so fast like a blink.
With you time flies by leaving me to the thought that I want more of you, more of us together and never enough.

Words alone can not describe how deep and how true but I want you to know that you brought me back to life; made my heart beat again with you, for only you.

And I love you llll
To the moon 

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