Not Living ..

 i wanted so bad to write about living the dream

but the sad truth is ..

through all these years 

only nightmares coming true , 

almost all my nightmares coming back to life 

happening with every piece of detail

all the cold lonely nights

and all the darkness with fear

that i never wanted to tell anyone about 

and i didn't want to remember those feelings

running away and running toward the unknown

never reaching the end ..

 life is unfair 

but we have to go on and on ..

 

 

 

 

Reflection of a girl

Nightmares still!
Karma please .. easy with those broken pieces of her heart

In the mirror; she still see a reflection of that girl
standing still ..
cold and lonely,

Although she tried hard and harder each time
That she even kept hope and held her wishes
But life kept knocking her down
every time she rose up.

Let me tell you this: 
if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, 
It's not because they enjoy solitude,
It's because they have tried to blend into the world before,
And people continue to disappoint them.