Nightmares still!
Karma please .. easy with those broken pieces of her heart
In the mirror; she still see a reflection of that girl
standing still ..
cold and lonely,
Although she tried hard and harder each time
That she even kept hope and held her wishes
But life kept knocking her down
every time she rose up.
Let me tell you this:
if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you,
It's not because they enjoy solitude,
It's because they have tried to
blend into the world before,
And people continue to disappoint them.
You can talk with someone for years, everyday, and still, it won't mean
as much as what you can have when you sit in front of someone, not
saying a word, yet you feel that person with your heart, you feel like
you have known the person for forever...
connections are made with the
heart, not the tongue.”
It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to
something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some
kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted
to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were
wrong and it makes you feel so small because it's so hard to keep it
inside when you let it out and it doesn't come back. You're left so
alone that you can't explain.
What are we ?
i don't understand our relationship;
sometimes we are friends, sometimes we are more than friends and sometimes i'm just a stranger to you.
One minute you are talking to me as if i'm someone special and the next minute you are talking to me as if i mean nothing to you.
One day you pay so much attention to me, and then the next day you completely ignore me as if we never met before.
So just don't play with my feelings because you are unsure about yours.
Same questions torn between unsaid words and unspoken truth, same questions running in circles just can't find answers and then nothing stays the same.
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