Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts

19.6.21

The One & Only

 

The reason she feels lost 

Every time he leave ..

He is the only one 

Who can bring peace to her mind

He is the only one 

Who can add relief to her confused soul ;

They were meant to be together;

And together they are ..

Like No one else 

As if they met in another life 

Their souls recognize each other 

True and pure unconditionally..

To the moon 🌜and never back πŸ’•









 


30.4.21

Rock Bottom

She fights her own battles coming home 
To No one 
To those lonely hours 
of dark days .. Again ; 

Just know that nothing produces invincibility like hitting rock bottom and coming back ..


“When you hit rock bottom, 
that is when you realize how much God loves you. 
Because when everyone walks away, 
He carries you.” 






7.1.21

New Year Preciuos wishes still

  

Spending all those special occasions alone, 

birthdays .. our anniversary .. and the New Year's eve

i know there is nothing you can do

and i know i will remember that feeling for a long time

somehow, i still wish and i still hope 

for one dear wish to come true

and you know what ?! it is not that hard to come true ..

i wish for my days to be kind 

and for my heart to learn to wait

and for my soul to reach the light ..  

..

Time is burning my heartbeats

And i can't help breaking or bending ..

..



 

26.9.20

Not Living ..

 i wanted so bad to write about living the dream

but the sad truth is ..

through all these years 

only nightmares coming true , 

almost all my nightmares coming back to life 

happening with every piece of detail

all the cold lonely nights

and all the darkness with fear

that i never wanted to tell anyone about 

and i didn't want to remember those feelings

running away and running toward the unknown

never reaching the end ..

 life is unfair 

but we have to go on and on ..

 

 

 


 

28.5.19

Our Story ..



When i look back to all those years - our years together - i like to think it was all written above; our normal days with all happy moments and even the hard days we went through together. 

Everything happened for a reason and never would we pass all hardships without your support and loving heart. I might never told you before things my words can not describe but i sometimes wonder and think that maybe one day you can read everything i write about what i kept deep down my heart. 

We were meant to be together, and since then you are my everyone; my love and my best friend. 

If one day you read those words you will know the whole story; and everything in it is true and if i had another chance to decide and start over; i will choose You - together - without a second thought, forever and ever after.





25.5.19

Belonging ..



Where do we belong ?
We belong together .. to one another ..


She didn't belong anywhere and she never really belonged to anyone. And everyone else belonged somewhere and to someone. People thought she was too wonderful. But she only wanted to belong to someone. People always thought she was too wonderful to belong to them or that something too wonderful would hurt too much to lose. And that's why she loved him-- because he just thought she was crazy and different in every beautiful way.

We belong together ..

Because i'm a part of your soul and you are every part of my heart; we are one, and we were born from the same star ..

  
A deep sense of love and belonging is an irreducible need of all people. We are biologically, cognitively, physically, and spiritually wired to love, to be loved, and to belong. When those needs are not met, we don't function as we were meant to. We break. We fall apart. We numb. We ache. We hurt others. We get sick.
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A deep sense of love and belonging is an irreducible need of all people. We are biologically, cognitively, physically, and spiritually wired to love, to be loved, and to belong. When those needs are not met, we don't function as we were meant to. We break. We fall apart. We numb. We ache. We hurt others. We get sick.
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A deep sense of love and belonging is an irreducible need of all people. We are biologically, cognitively, physically, and spiritually wired to love, to be loved, and to belong. When those needs are not met, we don't function as we were meant to. We break. We fall apart. We numb. We ache. We hurt others. We get sick.
Read more at: https://www.brainyquote.com/topics/belonging
A deep sense of love and belonging is an irreducible need of all people. We are biologically, cognitively, physically, and spiritually wired to love, to be loved, and to belong. When those needs are not met, we don't function as we were meant to. We break. We fall apart. We numb. We ache. We hurt others. We get sick.
Read more at: https://www.brainyquote.com/topics/belonging
A deep sense of love and belonging is an irreducible need of all people. We are biologically, cognitively, physically, and spiritually wired to love, to be loved, and to belong. When those needs are not met, we don't function as we were meant to. We break. We fall apart. We numb. We ache. We hurt others. We get sick.
Read more at: https://www.brainyquote.com/topics/belonging
Daring to set boundaries is about having the courage to love ourselves, even when we risk disappointing others. Brene
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A deep sense of love and belonging is an irreducible need of all people. We are biologically, cognitively, physically, and spiritually wired to love, to be loved, and to belong. When those needs are not met, we don't function as we were meant to. We break. We fall apart. We numb. We ache. We hurt others. We get sick.
Read more at: https://www.brainyquote.com/topics/belonging
A deep sense of love and belonging is an irreducible need of all people. We are biologically, cognitively, physically, and spiritually wired to love, to be loved, and to belong. When those needs are not met, we don't function as we were meant to. We break. We fall apart. We numb. We ache. We hurt others. We get sick.
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21.5.19

Follow your heart ..



imagine that you can dream any dream you want; and live that dream to the fullest, a dream where you can be anywhere you want with anyone you choose to be with .. then screw the box that life keep offering you to fit in ..

You will not fit in that box if you kept trying to draw your own path, if you followed your heart you will see things clearer ..

Battles and building castles on your own, we keep running in circles    

 How come you forget all about her!! the times she needed you the most, when she needed to talk and tell you about her thoughts and her monstrous fears ..

 Other times you make her feel like reaching the highest star above and holding the whole universe within her eyes ..

If only she could listen to your thoughts and unspoken words ..

things will change eventually 
If for once you followed your heart

 

18.5.19

Contradictions - unsolved


What are we ?
i don't understand our relationship;
sometimes we are friends, sometimes we are more than friends and sometimes i'm just a stranger to you. 

One minute you are talking to me as if i'm someone special and the next minute you are talking to me as if i mean nothing to you.

One day you pay so much attention to me, and then the next day you completely ignore me as if we never met before.

So just don't play with my feelings because you are unsure about yours.

Same questions torn between unsaid words and unspoken truth, same questions running in circles just can't find answers and then nothing stays the same.
 

..



 

Fyodor Dostoevsky, White Nights




“I am a dreamer. I know so little of real life that I just can't help re-living such moments as these in my dreams, for such moments are something I have very rarely experienced. I am going to dream about you the whole night, the whole week, the whole year. I feel I know you so well that I couldn't have known you better if we'd been friends for twenty years. You won't fail me, will you? Only two minutes, and you've made me happy forever. Yes, happy. Who knows, perhaps you've reconciled me with myself, resolved all my doubts.

When I woke up it seemed to me that some snatch of a tune I had known for a long time, I had heard somewhere before but had forgotten, a melody of great sweetness, was coming back to me now. It seemed to me that it had been trying to emerge from my soul all my life, and only now-

If and when you fall in love, may you be happy with her. I don't need to wish her anything, for she'll be happy with you. May your sky always be clear, may your dear smile always be bright and happy, and may you be for ever blessed for that moment of bliss and happiness which you gave to another lonely and grateful heart. Isn't such a moment sufficient for the whole of one's life?” 


Fyodor Dostoevsky, White Nights