Not Living ..

 i wanted so bad to write about living the dream

but the sad truth is ..

through all these years 

only nightmares coming true , 

almost all my nightmares coming back to life 

happening with every piece of detail

all the cold lonely nights

and all the darkness with fear

that i never wanted to tell anyone about 

and i didn't want to remember those feelings

running away and running toward the unknown

never reaching the end ..

 life is unfair 

but we have to go on and on ..

 

 

 

 

In Love ..

Been in Love So many times before

Always different

and Never the Same ..

Always with the Same Persone ..

Who was i ,

Who was asking so much of you ..

to make you prove your Love

time after time

till i found myself

Living my life without you

How could i be so Blind ?? !!

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