i wanted so bad to write about living the dream
but the sad truth is ..
through all these years
only nightmares coming true ,
almost all my nightmares coming back to life
happening with every piece of detail
all the cold lonely nights
and all the darkness with fear
that i never wanted to tell anyone about
and i didn't want to remember those feelings
running away and running toward the unknown
never reaching the end ..
life is unfair
but we have to go on and on ..
