You Are Beautiful .. article 2016

                                                                                                    July 2016

 

You are Beautiful ..

Being a woman .. You learn to face obstacles and stand strong.

You learn to reach your dreams by yourself; and you should  get over people judging you by your outline or by the way you look from outside.

I wonder why women most of the time running after diet and doctors to change how they look , when it is more important to change how they think and learn to accept themselves.

You are beautiful just the way you are; no matter what they think or how you look from outside.

 

 

New Year Preciuos wishes still

  

Spending all those special occasions alone, 

birthdays .. our anniversary .. and the New Year's eve

i know there is nothing you can do

and i know i will remember that feeling for a long time

somehow, i still wish and i still hope 

for one dear wish to come true

and you know what ?! it is not that hard to come true ..

i wish for my days to be kind 

and for my heart to learn to wait

and for my soul to reach the light ..  

..

Time is burning my heartbeats

And i can't help breaking or bending ..

..

 

Not Living ..

 i wanted so bad to write about living the dream

but the sad truth is ..

through all these years 

only nightmares coming true , 

almost all my nightmares coming back to life 

happening with every piece of detail

all the cold lonely nights

and all the darkness with fear

that i never wanted to tell anyone about 

and i didn't want to remember those feelings

running away and running toward the unknown

never reaching the end ..

 life is unfair 

but we have to go on and on ..

 

 

 

 

Lighten your heavy heart

 When our minds are busy, we can be easily overwhelmed and distracted, but our brains usually find a way to process and release. Our hearts on the other hand, hold everything dearly.

Our hearts hold love and joy, but they also hold pain, worry, guilt and sadness. Our hearts helps us feel all the things, and not just our own things. Our hearts take on the whole world. Sometimes it’s too much though, and all of those feelings get heavy. When our hearts overflow with the heavy stuff, we ask questions like …

• Why am I so sad?
• Why does this hurt so much?
• Will I get through this?
• When will I feel better?
• What can I do?

Or, instead of asking the questions, we shut down. Our hearts close for a while and we disconnect from all the feelings, even the good ones. It’s in that time that we usually become apathetic, depressed, lonely, or hopeless..

The heart wants what the heart wants, but there are ways to soothe your soul, and to lighten your heavy heart.

Hope will lighten your heavy heart..

In every tragedy, or painful time, there are blessings. They don’t justify the pain, but when you keep your heart open to the goodness, you can see the way through. 

Whatever your struggle is today, claim your openness to the blessings that have yet to appear and then give them room to rush in.

Time will lighten your heavy heart..

Reflection of a girl

Nightmares still!
Karma please .. easy with those broken pieces of her heart

In the mirror; she still see a reflection of that girl
standing still ..
cold and lonely,

Although she tried hard and harder each time
That she even kept hope and held her wishes
But life kept knocking her down
every time she rose up.

Let me tell you this: 
if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, 
It's not because they enjoy solitude,
It's because they have tried to blend into the world before,
And people continue to disappoint them.